Hey World, its me back and alive. Not feeling alive though. Just took my last math test of the semester... guessed on every question. Which sounds good in all retrospects, but I know it isn't. I can pray and hope that all will be good, but I know it won't. I can say I studied, I can say I was prepared, but in the end I know that I'm not truly prepared for anything in life. I've had this on my mind for months on end and I think it might be time for me to take action... time for me to drop out. Take a semester or year off. Then come back to school. Maybe I wasn't prepared for this thing called college. In all thoughts, I think my mom was right. She said that she doesn't think I was ready for college. Instead of being put on probation or anything, I should handle this like an adult and take time to think. What do I want for myself?? I can say Computer Engineer all I want, but is that God's plan for me? I hope tomorrows talk with the helpful and awesome diversity advisor will help me with my decision. She has helped me so far, so all I can do for now is prepare for tomorrows test and think about this situation another time.
"Do you wonder what it all really means? Do you wonder if you'll find your dreams?"- Kanye West
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