As I sit on top of you to gather my thoughts, you say back to me the same thing that I'm thinking. "You'll never get your life together. Just forget and jump. Everything will end. You'll be missed, but not by many. You fell. Your done. Be gone. Go ahead. Just JUMP!" Everytime I leave you, you never understand. I don't understand.
My reasoning for all my pain... The question of the day.
Is it guilt I've built up for years? Is it because I feel stupid? Is it because there's so much I could say, but can't? Is it because of my unhappiness?
I'll never know, but as I hold on to this pain, this depression I can't let go of... I wonder...
Will I ever be FREE??
My reasoning for all my pain... The question of the day.
Is it guilt I've built up for years? Is it because I feel stupid? Is it because there's so much I could say, but can't? Is it because of my unhappiness?
I'll never know, but as I hold on to this pain, this depression I can't let go of... I wonder...
Will I ever be FREE??
